hey again, I hope you know you've ruined my life...you stupid blog. lol
Im thinking laughter is a good way to diffuse the tension in my life right now...dad's a wreck. Moms gone. Markus is gone. and Im probably going out of my mind but just dont knwo it yet. Maybe I really am like my mom in some ways, paranoid and crazy and just out of her head with all these smart things to say and no way to convay them. But Im not really very smart, honestly. People think i am but I'm not. Im just...I dunno, hwo do I put it into words? ugh fuck, I need a smoke.
I'm probably a little too tipsy to be writing this blog post but, y'know? I dont care. I need to get this out ther and not have someone criticize me or tear me down. Ive been...feeling odd lately. thats the only way I can put it. like there is something affoot with my brother getting kidnapped and it just hasnt revealed itself yet. That may sound crazy, but I dunno. my intuition has steered me right before and Im going to trust it this time...investigation is needed, answers are there but buried somewhere secret.
Im gonna write a song about it I think
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