I tried to tell one of my friends but she doesn't believe me. It didnt help that I was drunk at the time. I'm usually better at controling myself when Im wasted but what the fuck was I supposed to do? maybe its good Carol didn't believe me anyway. Afterall it seems when you hear about thsi thing it finds you. But then how do you explain me? I didnt know about it...I didnt know what the hell it was until it started taking kids, until HE started doing this to our city. It's being considered a string of abductions and all I can do is sit here and cry and freak out and I don't know what to do, I jus tdon't, how does anyone
no.
Im not gonna fuckin take it sitting down I can tell you that!
I have always been called a strongwilled person and I refuse to run like some other people. not that theres anything wrong with that decision but I cant leave my home. My best and worst years have been here and my dad needs me. my family needs me. and Ill be damned if Im gonna abadon the most important people in my life for this shithead faceless thing...it just boggles my mind. In a strange bit of realistic news, Paul asked me if i needed any help with anything regarding markus and finding him. I havent talked to him since we broke up, but....Im considering asking for his help. I don't know if I shoudl though.
we'll see how things go from here. bye peopel who don't read my blog. <3
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