Paul broke up with me. Idk what to do right now.

ugh.

Im tired. I spent all night with Paul after work and he and i got in an argument. I guess Im ranting to this blog now 'cuz I have no one else to rant too about this. Maybe I should get a tharapist LOLNO, but yeah. Paul was really cold with me tonight and I dont know why. When I asked him about it he just snapped and told me nothing was wrong. dont get me wrong, Paul is a great guy, but really? 'nothing is wrong' is the most obvius lie he tells me when he's upset. He could have at least come up with a half decent excuse.

anyway i snapped back and told him if he didn't want to spend time or open up to his girlfriend then he should just say so. He tried getting soft on me then but i didnt buy it since I was pretty steamed at the time. Now i feel bad, stupid emotions!!!!! it was probably pretty stupid of me to yell at him like that and then leave in a huff...im thinking I should call him.

Blogs are kinda stupid

I'm really not the type to update this kinda thing frequintly, just so everyone knows (yknow, the 0 people who read this?) Lol yeah, so I guess i'll say a liiiiittle bit more about myself before i have to go to work today. my name is June, as you already know (again, no one is reading this you dumb bitch.) and Im 20 years old. I'm kind of known for being the crazy hipster-esque girl that skulks around New Mexico and travels a lot. this really is a beautiful state, and i've been almost everywhere. I'd never leave.

I lived with my dad up until 2 years ago, and we had it pretty decent for a while there so i can't complain. (I can't complaaaaaa-aaaaaain.) like i said, I like to hang out with guys a lot but I do have female friends, so no complaitns there...Im your pretty average 20 year old honestly, I work a shitty retail job, I aspire to one day rule the world and be a famous rockstar, and I play guitar and write my own songs (hurrdurrrrr) Im thinking if i get bored of filling you all (What is wrong with you?!!!!!) into the details of my life I'll just start posting up shitty song lyrics Ive written.

hehe im feeling a little better now than before, all things considered. my boyfriend and i are going out later tonight...awww yeeeeah, it'll be fun. i love my Paul. :3 anyway, thats all the time I have for now. See y'all later!

Um, hi....

so this is my first time with a blog and I'm not really sure what you do with one of these thingies. I suppose you...blog? lol i guess a little bit about me would be natural for an indtroduction wouldn't it? my name's June and I live in New Mexico,albuequerque to be exact. (thats the only word Im ever gonna spell right btw hehe) Im a girl but i act like a boy and hang out with guys a lot, so you can figure that I get called a lotta nasty names by other girls...slut being the more common one acshually lol I am also something of a musician, so you may see me put some stuff up here, you may not

i guess i started this blog because i've been feeling down lately, and I'm not sure why. you know how depression is. it comes in waves and leaves us dry, as one of my friends would say haha. anyway, that's all for now. more updates as I feel into them.